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  THE HEATWAVE

  Katerina Diamond

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  Published by AVON

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  First published in Great Britain by HarperCollinsPublishers 2020

  Copyright © Katerina Diamond 2020

  Cover design by Claire Ward © HarperCollinsPublishers Ltd 2020

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  Katerina Diamond asserts the moral right to be identified as the author of this work.

  A catalogue copy of this book is available from the British Library.

  This novel is entirely a work of fiction. The names, characters and incidents portrayed in it are the work of the author’s imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or localities is entirely coincidental.

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  Source ISBN: 9780008361808

  Ebook Edition © June 2020 ISBN: 9780008361815

  Version: 2020-05-05

  Readers love The Heatwave

  ‘Absolutely top-notch. So many twists it makes me dizzy thinking about it’

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  ‘Dark and twisted, but with sunshine and nostalgia to transport you’

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  ‘Wow, wow, wow. Katerina Diamond has not disappointed!’

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  ‘A brilliant whodunnit story with an incredible twist’

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  ‘So many twists and turns and an excellent ending I didn’t see coming’

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  ‘I was hooked straightaway … kept me guessing until its shocking ending’

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  Dedication

  To my step-dad, Roger.

  Thanks for taking care of my mum,

  so I don’t have to.

  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Readers love The Heatwave

  Dedication

  Prologue

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Chapter Twenty-Five

  Chapter Twenty-Six

  Chapter Twenty-Seven

  Chapter Twenty-Eight

  Chapter Twenty-Nine

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty-One

  Chapter Thirty-Two

  Chapter Thirty-Three

  Chapter Thirty-Four

  Chapter Thirty-Five

  Chapter Thirty-Six

  Chapter Thirty-Seven

  Chapter Thirty-Eight

  Chapter Thirty-Nine

  Chapter Forty

  Chapter Forty-One

  Chapter Forty-Two

  Chapter Forty-Three

  Chapter Forty-Four

  Chapter Forty-Five

  Chapter Forty-Six

  Chapter Forty-Seven

  Chapter Forty-Eight

  Chapter Forty-Nine

  Chapter Fifty

  Chapter Fifty-One

  Acknowledgements

  Keep Reading …

  About the Author

  Also by Katerina Diamond

  About the Publisher

  Prologue

  The gears stick as the car is changed into third. From the back seat she can hear the crunching with each gear shift. Outside the dusky sky darkens with each passing moment. She looks in the footwell of the seat next to her, where there is a bag full of water bottles.

  ‘Have one of those if you want,’ the driver says, their eyes connecting in the rear-view mirror.

  ‘Just up here, thanks,’ the girl says, opening a bottle and drinking thirstily.

  The car keeps going, past the road her home is on. She taps on the window. ‘You can just drop me here. I can walk this last bit.’

  The car keeps moving. The girl realises the driver has no intention of stopping. She tugs at the handle but the back door is locked, the mechanism snapped off. She slams her palm against the window, smacking repeatedly, hoping someone, anyone will walk past and hear.

  The car speeds up and the girl starts to feel strange, a bitter taste in the back of her throat. She feels the cold water splash against her thighs as she drops the bottle, her grip too weak to hold on. She lolls in her seat, unable to stay upright. She slumps to the side, the feebleness in her hand spreading to the rest of her body. She knows she is in trouble. She struggles to stay awake, aware that once her eyes are closed, they may never open again. As her lids draw together she tries to speak, but all she hears is an unintelligible gargle.

  ‘You’re coming with me,’ the driver says.

  Chapter One

  Now

  The bed next to me is empty when I wake, my eyes still puffy from crying myself to sleep while listening to the radio for comfort. Chris never came upstairs to bed. At his work event last night I drank too much and locked myself in the toilet. Social situations make me anxious and as understanding as he is, I always push him past his limit. I had promised to behave myself this time, but as usual my nerves got the better of me and I embarrassed him again, something I seem to do more and more these days. My head is throbbing, I know I haven’t slept well, the echo of my dreams still lingering. They’re indiscernible, but I have the uneasy feeling that comes after a nightmare.

  I wander downstairs in my pyjamas and find Chris asleep on the sofa where I left him last night, an overturned wineglass on the rug and the TV on. I reach down and feel for wetness but there is nothing. At least he finished the wine before he dropped the glass. I pull the throw on the back of the sofa over him. I wonder how long he will keep up the silent treatment this time. It’s nothing less than I deserve.

  ‘What time is it?’ he mutters.

  ‘It’s still early – it’s seven – the kids aren’t even awake yet. Why don’t you go and get in bed for a couple of hours?’ I suggest, trying not to sound upset.

  ‘I wanted to go out on the bike this morning.’

  ‘Oh. I thought we were having a lazy weekend.’

  ‘I’ve changed my mind.’

  ‘If you’re annoyed at me, will you just bloody say it? I can’t stand this tension between us.’ The tears start again.

  ‘Come here.’

  I get on the sofa next to him and he pulls me into an embrace. Kissing my tears away, then kissing me on the lips. He gets like this the morning after he’s been drinking. His hands start to wander and I know he isn’t angry with me anymore.


  ‘Not here.’

  ‘Come on, you already said the kids were still asleep.’

  ‘They could wake up at any moment.’

  ‘We’ll hear them; you know they find it impossible to stay quiet.’ He kisses me again and I sink into the sofa – feeling him against me like this is always nice. I am half in the moment and half listening out for any movement in the house, not wanting to traumatise our children by having them walk in on us in flagrante on the couch.

  As Chris kisses down my body the words from the television start to permeate my thoughts. It’s a news report about a missing girl last seen at a bus stop in a sleepy seaside town on the south coast … no clues as to what happened to her. I push against Chris to get him to move but he just keeps kissing me.

  ‘What is it?’ he says as he realises I’m not just offering friendly resistance.

  ‘The news, I need to hear it.’

  ‘Are you joking?’ He gets up and sits back with a petulant sigh.

  I grab the remote and rewind the report. Images of a small town in Devon, quaint and picturesque. Just what you would imagine on a postcard from the south of England, lots of pebbles and red cliffs and hanging baskets full of pansies. The reporter standing at the bus stop is telling the story of a young girl, Mandy Green, who went missing just a few days earlier. The police believe it’s a possible kidnapping. The story ends with a sweeping view of the coastline, all the candy-coloured hotels along the shore. I stand.

  ‘I have to go,’ I say, knowing he will ask me questions. I don’t want to answer them right now; I don’t know how to. The news report is so familiar, it’s almost the same as one I saw many years ago, of the girl who went missing and was never seen again. Same town. I feel sick at the thought of history repeating itself in any way. I thought I had put a stop to all of that when I left.

  ‘Go where?’

  ‘Devon.’

  ‘What are you talking about?’

  ‘I know that place, Sidmouth, it’s where I grew up.’

  ‘There? That’s not what I expected. I thought you didn’t want to talk about your home because it was rough. That place looks like something out of a posh period drama.’

  ‘Not rough, just … not what it seems.’ How do I explain to him, with his perfectly open family and no understanding of what it feels like to be trapped inside someone else’s lies?

  ‘Well, I can’t take any time off right now, but after next Thursday we could all drive down. You could show us around some of your old haunts – I bet the kids would love it.’

  ‘No. No, I don’t want you to come. I need to go on my own.’

  ‘Today? It’s Saturday. We were going to take the kids to the cinema later. I don’t see why this can’t wait until Monday, at least.’

  ‘I’m sorry. I really need to go. You can manage without me for once,’ I say, as though he is being unreasonable to expect me to explain myself.

  ‘This is ridiculous. You can’t just keep a whole part of yourself cut off from us, we’re your family. Why do you think our teenage daughter only comes to me when she has a problem? Why do you think Lloyd won’t talk to us about what’s going on at school? You’re so closed off, Flick, you need to let us in. We’re your family. It’s supposed to be us against the world and it really doesn’t feel that way.’

  ‘I know, and I’m sorry. I need to go back though; I need to confront those demons or I will never be able to change. I can’t help the way I am.’

  ‘Well, you need to try, or you are going to lose those kids.’

  ‘I wasn’t always like this. Maybe finally going home will help me work through my issues – like you wanted me to.’ I don’t leave him any room to protest. ‘I’ll arrange for an after-school club for Lloyd and go down tonight. It’s the last couple of weeks of term anyway, it’s not like they do any proper classes. Daisy will be all right with him ’til you get home from work.’

  ‘It’s that important?’

  ‘I wouldn’t ask you if it wasn’t. Please, Chris, just let me do this. I promise when I get back I’ll tell you everything.’

  ‘Why now? What’s this about the missing girl? Do you know her?’

  I hesitate. ‘No, but when I was at school a girl went missing. I was with her the night she disappeared.’

  ‘Jesus, why didn’t you tell me?’

  ‘I find it hard to talk about the past, you know I do,’ I say.

  ‘Did the police ever find out what happened to her?’

  ‘No. She vanished without a trace.’

  There’s a tiny part of me that hopes that I am wrong, a part of me that hopes there is no connection between the two disappearances. The news report has forced me to remember that summer when everything changed. I try not to think about that time and I have never spoken about it since, especially not to Chris. It’s a secret I have kept locked away. But there is no hiding from it anymore.

  I have to go back.

  Chapter Two

  Then

  Jasmine’s father pushed her bed so that it faced the feature wall. It was papered with a mural of a tropical beach at sunset. She would have preferred something a little simpler, more grown up, but didn’t want to say anything because her parents were so pleased. Jasmine’s mother Lisa helped her make the bed with brilliant white bedding and the Kantha quilt that she had coveted for years. It had been given to the Burgess family by the women from a village in Bangladesh they had visited a few years ago, and Lisa had given it to her daughter to mark her sixteenth birthday. It depicted vibrant parrots on a deep green background, with yellow stitching running all the way through the quilt.

  ‘Doesn’t this look perfect in here? I hope you look after it, Jazz. This is a one of a kind,’ Lisa said.

  ‘If you don’t trust me with it then keep it,’ Jasmine said, gripping the edge of the quilt, ready to hold on in case her mother changed her mind and decided to put it back in the cupboard.

  ‘Of course I trust you,’ Lisa said.

  ‘Is that everything then?’ Frank asked, tilting his head and looking at the curtain pole over the window, checking it was straight.

  ‘Yes. Everything is brilliant, now let me get settled please,’ Jasmine said impatiently, desperate for some time alone in her new room.

  Her dad came over to ruffle her hair as though she were a child, and she shrugged him off instinctively.

  ‘Fine. Call if you need us,’ Lisa said as she reluctantly left the room.

  Her parents went down the hall to finish their own unpacking.

  The house was bigger than their old one, where Jasmine’s room had been a third the size of this one, and they’d had a courtyard rather than a garden. Jasmine had the feeling she was betraying her old self by living on this road, where the snobby kids lived, so she was determined not to become like them.

  Jasmine’s bedroom window looked out over the overgrown garden, to where a small, painted brick, chalet-type guest house was tucked into the corner. Frank and Lisa planned to rent it out to fund their trips abroad.

  She went down to the kitchen and grabbed a banana from the fruit bowl. They hadn’t had a chance to do a proper shop yet. As Jasmine made her way back to her room, she heard a knock on the front door. She looked in the mirror. She wasn’t properly dressed or showered, and her hair looked a little bedraggled, but no one else was coming down to answer.

  She opened the door to see a man much younger than her father standing there with a holdall over his shoulder. He was looking at the ground so all she could really tell about him was that he had very dark blond hair, which was brushed back away from his face. When he peeked out from beneath his eyebrows he seemed surprised to see her and stood up straighter. His eyes slowly wandered over Jasmine and she crossed her arms across her front. She couldn’t quite read the look on his face, but it was as though he was reevaluating something.

  ‘I’m looking for Frank and Lisa Burgess,’ he said. His tone was unfriendly.

  She suddenly wished she was wearing something
other than shorts, and crossed one foot in front of the other in an attempt at modesty.

  Jasmine turned to the stairwell and shouted, ‘Dad! There’s someone here for you.’

  Moments later Frank appeared, peering around the corner at the top of the stairs. His face lit up when he saw their visitor and he rushed down, arm extended to shake the other man’s hand.

  ‘I’m not too early, am I? I can come back if you’re busy,’ the stranger said with a smile, much warmer than he had been a moment ago. He almost pushed Jasmine out of the way as he moved towards her father.

  ‘Lisa!’ Frank called up the stairs. ‘Tim’s here.’

  Jasmine heard her mother’s excited exclamation and then before she knew it, Lisa was downstairs with her arms around Tim’s neck in a hug. When Lisa pulled away, Jasmine could see immediately that her mother was attracted to him; she looked flustered. As they talked about how unpleasant the blistering heat outside was, Jasmine took the time to look at their visitor. He was tall and, although she wouldn’t call him good looking, he wasn’t ugly; there was something interesting about his face. As he put his holdall on the floor, his shirt lifted up a little and she could see there was a tattoo across his hip, although she couldn’t see what it was. She noted he had an avocado-sized patch of sweat at the small of his back but other than that you wouldn’t know he had just been outside in this ungodly heat. His skin was tanned, as though he spent a lot of time outside in the sun, and he had tiny flecks of bright white paint on both his face and his muscular arms.

  Lisa seemed to remember her daughter was there and turned to her. ‘Jasmine, I want you to meet Tim. Tim’s the man decorating the house for us; he did your bedroom.’

  ‘Thanks,’ she said, unsure what the proper response was and feeling even more uncomfortable knowing that he had been in her bedroom. That he’d put her new bed together, touched almost every surface.

  Her father ushered Tim into the kitchen and her mother followed behind. For a moment she reminded Jasmine of the girls in school who would follow the boys around and hang on their every word. She suppressed the urge to roll her eyes.

  Jasmine gleaned from the conversation that Tim was going to be moving into the guest house in the garden, which made her feel uneasy. She also noticed that he seemed to know her mother better than her father; Lisa had worked with him before in some capacity. None of them addressed Jasmine as they talked, as if she wasn’t there. But as soon as her parents looked at each other, or were distracted, Tim threw quick glances towards Jasmine, as though he didn’t want her there. When his eyes met hers, she looked away. There was something so intense about him and she didn’t know why her parents couldn’t see it. They were kind and expected everyone else to be kind as well, always seeming so shocked when they read the papers or heard the news. Her mother wouldn’t listen to the radio because it upset her. They were always looking for ways to help other people, and Jasmine could see that Tim was just their latest project. They were determined to try to change the world one person at a time again.